So I'm quickly learning patience in life.
I'm feeling great these days. Just plain awesome. But because I'm feeling so great I want to do alllllll these things, that I just can't yet. I want to work - not yet, I want to live on my own - not yet, but hopefully changing soon, deal is still up in the air -And I really want more than anything else to have a baby!!!! That's definitely not happening right away.
And that one sucks the most. My whole motivation behind transplant was to be able to have kids. I've know since I was 15/16 that I wanted kids. 25 was my goal age to reach then go forward with things - Yes I can do this on my own, no guy needed! :) - But that year came and went, now 26 and I'm almost 27. What is happening!!?!? I know, I know, some of you will say "oh but your so young, you have time." Not the point. I know what I want and I'm an instant gratification person, so obviously I want it now. I'm sick of waiting!!!
I can't start working in January. And hopefully in a few weeks I'll find out about the living situation, I'll either be on my own or in my parents basement still. Soooo if those things happen HOPEFULLY by this time next year I'll be on my baby mission!
So things are moving, just slower than I want. Patience. Learning to love it - or atleast accept it.